I have never really felt all that bad. Life was shitty during childhood but it has done nothing but get better since. Me and my girlfriend broke up last week, I just took an easy test and didnt finish because I couldnt focus due to lack of sleep and eating, and I have realized that maybe all the things I thought were so good - might not be as I saw them, along with others things. I feel physically ill. My heart wont stop racing, I feel intense pressure in my entire body, my eyesight is going blurry, my brain wont stop on one idea long enough to come to a conclusion - just races past everything, and I dont see anything in the near future to make this better. WTF do I do, I feel like I'm dying. I know people go through this shit and I should tough it out, but I think something is seriously wrong with me. Should I go see someone or go to the hospital or what?