throughout my whole life i have had this feeling of being "sedated" whenever males would talk near me, whether it be giving directions, or conversing, i would feel like im very calm probably just by hearing their voice so close by. this would only work if they are like a foot or two away from me. and i dont know why i feel like that. im not attracted to these guys at all, i dont think in my mind of me making out touching or fucking them, im just so relaxed and and feel kind of drowsy when it happens. im definately not gay btw, i never had the urge to go out explore, but i am cool with gay people, i feel very comfortable interacting with guys, not so much as girls. is this a normal thing to experience?