I saw my ex today again, she was in town and we chatted for a few mintues. This is the one girl I really loved so much and she decided to cheat on me one night with her ex bf. I have been thinking about her alot lately, but have also been out dating since we broken up. I havent found a girl yet who i like as much and care for as much as I did for her. Today after i left, I felt like calling her and asking her to hang out sometime. I find out later from a friend, she is in a relationship with someone already, so my chance is out. I cant believe a girl can affect my life so much, after she cheated on me. It has been about 6 months or so, and I still think about her to this day. I would take her back even after she cheated becuase i care for her so much. I just feel I need her back, but now cant get her back. I dont know what to do, and i feel like ill never meet anyone that i care for as much or feel the type of connection we had. I feel like my life is just falling down after all of this, i was much happier with her in my life.