I don't really know how to explain this so I suppose I'll try my best. My mom died in May because of gallbladder cancer. I got to spend all the time I wanted to with her before she died so I believe I made my peace. Anyway...on with the story. So last night, me and the GF are making teh love and after I cum the condom slipped off a bit and some ejaculate got into her vagina. I know it was a real small amount, but she starts freaking out big time. The whole time I kept trying to calm her down but she wouldn't, so I called planned parenthood and found out they are closed on Sunday but that we can go in today, on Monday. She had just finished her period so she wasn't ovulating but again, she was still really freaked out by it, which is understandable. On we go. Throughout the whole night I don't think I felt any emotion what-so-ever. I wasn't scared, I wasn't angry or anything. All I did was try my best to calm her down. I'm kinda scared because it seems like I'm numb from having my mom die. It's like it pales in comparison so it doesn't really seem so bad to me...but I know that's a bad way of looking at it. Any advice would be appreciated. What would you do in the same situation? Would you be scared? Thanks in advance for reading and replying.