I have recently been feeling numb. I don't feel any emotions anymore. Even things that evoke strong emotions in normal people don't do anything. I register that something happens, but I don't feel the real emotions. Since I don't feel any emotions, I barely have any motivation to do anything anymore. All I really want to do is sleep. I've tried forcing myself to do things but nothing happens. There haven't been any real big changes recently in my life. I also seem to have a lot of constant thinking. My head seems to be this mindless jumble of ideas and thoughts. Maybe this is related? This isn't really related, but it's another problem I often think about. I'm 18, but throughout all of my life, I feel like I'm only following my parents. I always just did what they told me to do, worked hard in school and got good grades, but I feel like in the process, I have no fucking clue what I want. I feel like I don't know who I really am. I have no real desires, I'm only going to College because I'm "supposed" to.