When everything is going wrong. Its not just the hardships in life because i know it is more, ive been really depressed lately. Lonely you could say. After my ex gf broke up with me almost a year ago we have talked on and off since and i want her back again but i am afraid to say anything to her because i dont want her to reject me again. Even though some of my friends have told me that she says she wants me back also i just can't get up to asking her. I have just missed her so much. Then besides all that i believe that in a relationship (especially when married) you shouldn't cheat on your fiance/wife/gf at all. Of course I just found out that my dad is cheating on my mom but I don't know what i should do. Say something and mess something up for my baby sister, or let it go. Then on top of all that just the excessive stress of going to school taking midterms (a little late) and all the tests work. Its all just getting to me but then i am training for my high school baseball team and that is taking up every single day of the week. I have almost no time to myself and the girl i was talking about earlier i can barely even talk to her, hell or anyone else. Its just all getting to me so i guess i just needed to say this all. Something like that. Everything is just getting to me Even on top of all that is i always try and impress everyone because i am so self critical/self concious. its just messing me up all the time.