I thought i was in love, and with someone i couldnt be with. Ive been trying for months to get over her, somtimes succeeded for no more than a few hours or even minutes. Im not one of the guys that says they like a girl and watch from the corner, i tried and she was taken before i even met her. I think ive finally been able to let go but im not sure if im happy or im just covering up that fact that i feel like a fucking hole, empty. I can easily hide my feelings , its somthing im good at but i dont really know what im feeling this time.