Sorry OT I know I ask you guys a lot of questions but in all honesty I don't have many people to ask in real life and I want some outside opinions. I am 19, and a sophomore in college at MSCD. I don't know whether it's because of my age, or because I just think a lot but I have a lot of things tearing me in different directions and any guidance I could get would be super helpful. The problem is I have so many issues in so many areas of my life I don't want to put up an autobiography and bore you, so I will only tell you about the issues that are on my mind the most. I don't know if any of you know the Denver area very well but I live south of Denver kinda by centennial airport with my parents. (here is a map) [HOME] Anyways my deal is I don't know where I am going. I live with my parents because my mom had brain cancer and as a side effect needs people to help her move around the house (get her in/out of chairs/bathroom etc.) and my dad is a firefighter (works every other day) and can't retire yet (age/stock market). As for living here I don't really mind and it's nice to not have to pay rent but at the same time I feel like I don't enjoy it here much. I have this sense to go out on my own and meet new people and want to be responsible and pay bills etc.. [SCHOOL] As for school I love school, but I don't know what I want to do. I have always had a hard time choosing something and when it comes to school WOW, I can't even begin, I don't know where to begin. People say do what you love but I love a lot of things, here are things I like: Photography Guitar/Piano Web Design Computers Hiking/Nature Running Video Games Reading/Writing Learning Teaching Making movies I know there are more but you get my point. I think I am a creative person but how this translates into a career I don't know. Last year I tried Music Education and found it wasn't for me. This year I have tried Technical Communications (entertainment/corporate multimedia) which is like writing scripts for movies/TV/corporations or camera/editing work. I really like it and am getting A's in my classes but I don't know if I am actually good at it. My problem is I am really flexible and could see myself doing anything. But the key is when I am older I want to live with a wife with kids in a little community maybe a mountain town or something. And I don't really know if any of my hobbies would go with these things. [RELATIONSHIPS/FRIENDSHIPS] I don't have many friends at this time because most of my old HS friends moved away or we grew apart and began acting differently morally. I made a new friend this year at school and he's a pretty cool guy but I used to have a booming social life and kinda just miss hanging with people and not having to drink to have fun. As for dating, I kinda did the dumb NSA thing (only 75% of the way) and realized that I was being dumb/typical male and it was beneath me. Recently I met a girl at a friend's party and we went to a club together and had ton's of fun and she kinda was like cuddling with me and all over and wanted me to visit her the next day which I did. She seems like a really cool girl but I am not trying to advance too quickly because I don't want to end up in a bad situation. [Lastly JOBS] I worked at Target for 3 years since I first could work and eventually felt like a change and went to Red Robin to be a server. I make really good money but honestly it's a way stressful job and too irregular for me. My only problem is I don't know where to work I can do so many things and have ton's of experience that I think most places would love to hire me but I have had no luck on the job search. I thought maybe I should go back to Target (in which they greeted me with open arms and promised me a job anywhere I wanted, but would start me at 8.00 when I left at 8.68, aka rip off) Anyways I don't know what to do, I know not everyone can answer these questions but if you see something that jumps out at you plz answer it for me. At this point any advice would help.