Its like it says. I enjoy watching my wife with other men. I love it actually. She doesnt have sex with them, and I dont have sex with other women(she says sex is special--i could get along with having swinging, but whatever makes her happy), we just do the oral thing. I love to video tape it. I cant figure out why i like it so much though. I think its the small tinge of jealousy that gets me afterwards. I think thats what makes me remember why I love and appreciate her so much. I see how easy it would be for her to be with another man. If I wasnt a caring husband, or a good husband, she could get a man in a hearbeat. Shes sooo hot and sexy. Like brunette barbie doll--literally. How many others are like me? It gets to the point where i video tape it and masturbate to it afterwards. I know this isnt out of the ordinary, but how common is it?