So over the last month I've been missing my little sister very badly...she's 9 years old, a pain in the butt and an absolute nut. Right now I don't know if I'll ever see her again because of my mom flip-flopping back in forth about whether she wants anything to do with me or not, and it's making me feel physically sick. I wish I could just kidnap her and raise her myself...I raised her for the first few years as it is. (basic backround story: I was 11 when she was born. My stepdad left and we were homeless off an on for a long time. My mom was focusing on trying to get us a home, so it was my job to take care of my sister. Then, we had a home, but we soon lost it and had to find somewhere else to live, and there was always something else my mom needed to be doing...so I raised Abby. Those were some really rough years. The reason that I'm away from her now is that I finally moved out on my own last year...my sister lived off and on with me during that time as well, but I moved to Canada to be with my fiance and my mom is angry at me. She forbid me to go, so once I told her I'm not coming back, she disowned me. (Not the first time.) Lately it's been back and forth...she -might- come to the wedding and bring my sister, but most days she's still angry and sarcastic, so I don't think it's going to happen.) This is my mom My sister Me, my sister and Shane last summer Me and my sister Cliffs: I moved, mom disowned, might never see little sister again, HURT.