FUCK. So, I've been doing CAD lately. And so I run XP in Parallels. And I can't do that AND work, on 2GB of RAM because I have to have MySQL, a test web server, Eclipse, Firefox, Stickies, IRC, Adium and Mail.app open all day just to get anything done and also Excel for specifications, Dreamweaver for UIs, iCal, Address Book, open throughout the day and god forbid I want to open Azuerus. I also have to run our app which is Java and whores memory. So if I want to do CAD, I have to shut everything else down. This pisses me off and wastes my time. Nevermind that my fucking computer freezes all the time anyway when it gets bogged down with all the fucking Java being run. So I need 4GB of RAM. Which means I need a new Macbook Pro. Which means... $4100 I priced it. FUCK. FUCK. I could sell this one, but it would fucking not get shit on eBay, its had the shit beat out of it. Plus my fucking fiance wants a mac. FUCK. If I ever get paid for this job I did, I'll get 5 grand, so I guess I can buy a new Macbook Pro and then I can deduct it as a business expense. FUCK. GOD DAMMIT. I NEED MORE RAM. You know what, though? I don't want 4GB. I need 8GB. WHEN WILL THE FUCKING MACBOOK TAKE 8GB OF GOD DAMN RAM???!?