Here is a weird problem i am having. When I am sober, I feel rather happy about myself and my life, even though i'm young, single, never really dated that much. When i'm sober, i am more carefree about those kinds of problems and i feel that they will all happen in time. Recently, i've started to smoke marijuana a little more and I can't help but feel that it's fucking me up. When high off of it, I begin to get crazy, scary thoughts. I start to feel very depressed and that my life is being wasted because I suck. Basically, the marijuana is altering my mind and i don't know if these new thoughts are real, or if they are true, or if they are just a side effect of the marijuana. When the high goes away, i can still remember the thoughts I had and begin to ponder if those thoughts are the reality of my life. It scares me, because if they are, then that means I have a dillusional view of my life. I don't know which is true, or if I should keep smoking marijuana or not. Someone please help me as it's beginning to become a big problem to me.