Yesterday I was looking at some Roy Jones highlights and info when I learned about the McClellan vs Nigel Benn fight. Youtube has some interviews with both Benn and McClellan some years after the fight and they are both wrecks. McClellan is blind, deaf, and partially retarded and Benn is badly depressed from what happened on that night. He tried committing suicide. I am still feeling kinda anxious and sick to my stomach. I am about to go to boxing training but I keep imagining hitting one of my sparring partners too hard and something happening to them or something happening to me sometime down the road after too many headshots. Ugh this is shitty feeling. I've heard about deaths and brain injuries from boxing before but I never really thought about it much untill I actually saw the victims of it. I mean I doubt it any serious brain injury will actually happen at this level but I can't get the thought of it out my head.