i was an out of controll pothead in highschool and when i moved away from my home town, i figured it was time to quit... well i went to visit my old stompin grounds and while shopping at the mall, i ran into my old dealer. i ended up spending 3 days with him and smoking around 20 blunts and multiple bongs. this is after quitting for like 2 months. when i finally came home (2 days ago), i felt so fucking bad... my whole body was tired, i couldnt hardly eat & i was restless. i felt like those 3 days were missing from my life because i dont really remember much from it. i feel like pot has made me stupider... my short term memory is about gone, i forget things really easily, i almost feel like my body is on auto pilot. but anyway, i decided i NEVER wanted to feel like that again... so i made a promise to quit. I deleted all my user friends out of my phone, got rid of all my smoking impliments, and bought a ps2. i just hope all those straight edge friends i quit talking to will forgive me... sorry to rant, i just needed to get that off my chest.