I really should be because of all of her medical problems. We are both college students and I am 100% healthy but she has problems like constant headaches, back problems, neck problems, unknow problems and depression. I mean she is so young and taking oxycodine for pain. Even if I stayed with her that would mean I would have to deal with problems no one my age should have to deal with. I don't care though, I loved her and I was willing to help her threw whatever problems she will have. Even if I do love her I should still be happy right? I got a guilt free release from everything I would have to deal with in the future.