Im at that point again where things keep getting so shitty that I think about ending it daily. I keep reliving the failed marriage and all the events leading up to it and all the other failures of my life. The only time I leave the house is to go to work and if Im forced to go out for something like groceries or shit like that. I see a therapist twice a week right now but Im not really getting much from it other than talking about how I hate life. A friend keeps telling me that I am focusing on the negative and never look at anything positive. How the fuck can I when I keep going through this on a daily basis. Im alone, isolated, have nothing but anger at her and now I find out that she is spending two weeks in another state out East with this guy. How much can one person continue to take before they just say fuck it and give up?