I don't know why I have had a slight relapse into thinking about my ex again. It has been 6 months on the 16th since we have been apart. I was doing well until I saw her and then she sent me an email. I am not sure if I shared I emailed her back with OT, I will research and check back. So I have met one girl from online, she is cool and I was attracted to her at first. That is not the case now. The one big turn off for me is she is a religious person, which I will not fault her for having a belief but I am not a religious person. I have not brought this up with her because we are still hanging out. I need to be attracted to the person to want to be with them. Am I looking to date a super model with huge bewbies, no, I am looking to date someone who I am physically attracted to and on the emotional level I can connect with. I know that is seems like a not a lot to ask for, but until I work up the courage to go out there in the real world and stop messing around on the internet dating sites, then I think I will be stuck trying to talk to these average girls. I am not Brad Pitt, or the newest Hollywood Hunk, David Beckham I think? IDK? I am what I feel a good looking guy with a good personality once you get to know me. I am however shy and lacking a little self confidence, which I know to most woman can be a deal breaker. My self confidence will come with time. But back to the situation at hand, there are times where like at night, when I am bored that I think about her and I would just call her and talk to her. Now I have no one to talk to. This then makes me think about her more. I have made some new friends, I go out a lot more than I used to but the friends I go out with I only have fun when we are riding our motorcycles. They just like to hang with each other which kind of bores me. Where does one go to make new guy and girl friends? I am going to a large State University and I am seriously debating about joining a frat just to make new friends and become part of a large group. But then I think about at 26, do I really want to join a frat? I am just having a hard time keeping myself busy. I think this might be a big combo of all of my threads; I am just having a hard time over the past two days. Cliffs: It is complicated, read it.