I got really drunk last night and totalled my car. Only person I could call was my dad, because the title is in his name. I'm not even pissed about my car, I'm pissed that I didn't die. I'm pissed that I came out without a scratch on me. I wish I was dead because I let my dad down so much, that hurts worse than anything anyone could ever do to me and I don't know what to do.