I just made a my first Psych appointment in a decade. Anxiety and stress induced depression has finally gotten the better of me. I've waited too long to do it though, I'd hoped I could get through. But the pressure has been too much and I find I don't even know who I'm looking at in the mirror half the time anymore. I'm sick, I can't sleep and I'm so angry all the time. I just hope I can keep it together until the doctor can see me. Fucking thing sucks.