Sorry for the delay in my responses, first I went away for a weekend (to a womens 12 step retreat), then was busy the past two weeks with my personal life. Lots of stuff going on...some of it is okay, some of it isn't okay. The not okay parts bring up triggers for me, and I'm really wanting to use H again (24 days today), but I'm managing it. Went to a bunch of meetings during the retreat, and I've been averaging two meetings a week since. I hope to keep it up. It's good to be back though, I'm holding strong for the most part.