I'm currently caught between a rock and a hard place. I have decisions I have to make in regards to two main people I'm interacting with. Both sides make absolutely excellent points. Both sides also have a darker aspect. One without answers, critical of the other but willing to search, and the other with answers but not appropriately guiding me during the most serious of times when needed. Both sides disagree to the fullest extent on all levels regarding ideas, beliefs, ethics, and character. I have to make some really difficult decisions in the next few weeks. I'm trying to find answers and to strike an ideal which leaves me winning. I'm trying to explore all sides of what these individuals offer and take things one day at a time while also including the opinions of family, and my closest friends. I wanted to let it be known here just how difficult it is for me to do this. My life literally as I know it hangs in the balance with the decisions I make, and since I don't know what to do - I'm saying so.