I seem to get completely absorbed and obsessed with the things that I do. I guess you could say I have an addictive personality. But if I start out a new hobby, soon it turns into an obsession. And I'm embarrased to admit this, but it also turns into me having impossible dreams like becoming the best in the world at a sport, becoming a great director, etc. I don't know where this comes from, but it's happened for most of my life. Anyone care to help? Like I said, I am happy in general, have friends, do the things I want, etc. but this is just bothering me. Sometimes I feel like I should just go for one of those dreams with everything I've got, but I usually realize that it's completely impossible.