I started working for this company (which shall remain nameless) over two years ago. This is more of a part-time, seasonal job.. not something I want to make a career out of. When I first started, I was a bit nervous and I've never quite snapped out of that funk. Maybe this is because I never felt like I fit in. Although my job was quite important, I did not receive an email account at this job and had to use my private one for client emaling. I confronted the woman who was training me at the time named "Judy" and she looked me me as if I was from Mars. She got really aggressive, started me in the eye and said "You don't need one. Is that a problem?" I should have said yes but I didn't. I was trying to maintain good relations here.. As time goes on, I find out that she was dating a former instructor of mine. She would giggle and laugh with him. I later started noticing him staring at me more and more often, or doing something to get my attention. I ignored him. This guy said some sugggestive things to me in the past and has a police record. I haven't seen him in a while but I know that she still communicates with him. I went to a restaurant last year and he saw me there with a friend. He looked at me and then got right up in my friends face like he was about to punch him and walked away. I have no idea what is going on here.. Last month, I walked in on Judy and our new CEO Sandra having a conversation. Sandra was very open and friendly. I really enjoyed meeting her. After that, I excused myself and went on about my work. When I returned, Sandra and Judy were gathering up their things and Sandra gave me the dirtest look, like I just killed her dog or something. It was clear that Judy said something about me, what that is I don't know. After that Sandra wasn't too friendly and kept her eye on me. It wasn't until just a few weeks ago when she spoke with my other co-workers and guests that she realized that I am a good worker. She's been fine to me ever since. She even complimented me.. Now tomorrow I have to go work with Judy. I emailed her twice and she won't respond. I don't know how to deal with her. Everytime I see her, I get scared and start shaking or stumbling my words. She makes me feel like I don't belong there. In fact the last time, I stayed late for a meeting and she said really loud "What are you still doing here????!!!!!!!!" in front of another co-worker-- it was really embarassing. How do I handle this? Please help! Oh and by the way, I've been chosen for Employee of the Month. What kinda joke is that?!