Well I'm 24 years old and I never had a real relationship. I have been on a few dates before but the girls were always the one who were interested and asked me to go out w/ them. I have trouble approaching girls because I feel like a friggin pervert. That was what my older sister told me when I was a kid. Only perverts approach female. Well I suffered a abusive childhood when I was a kid. My parents use to make my sister look after me when they were away. She is 4 years older than me. She use to beat me so bad that my parents got calls from the school board due to the fact that they believe my parents abused me. I was severely beaten therefore my teachers notice my bruises etc even though the bruises are usually hidden beneath my clothing. She also used other torture methods on me such as not allowing me to sleep or making me eat these extremely hot jalepeno peppers. Eating those peppers were painful. Additionally, she took away my field trip money and lunch money which resulted in further taunting from the other kids at school. This shit still haunts me even though I'm 24. At the same time I wanna seek revenge even though I know that is not always the best answer. I'm just basically lost and confused at this point in my life.