ive had a pretty long history with coke use. decided it was finally time to give it up for good. made an event out of it and decided to go out with a bang. did what is hopefully my last episode with this white bitch. im not sure if im having an anxiety attack or something similar but im having difficulty breathing. i feel a tightening of my chest and lungs. im so fucking worried right now. i have used coke pretty heavily before but this is my first time ever experiencing this. what was suppose to be a bitter sweet farewell with coke is now turning into a pretty bad nightmare. i know this is pretty serious but is it super fucking serious? god damn..