Here I am at 1 am, can't sleep. Even though I'm now divorced, I don't feel like I am. I'm still in love with him. I have tried dating again, but there is no spark. I tell my friends I'm moving on, but I miss my ex so much. I remember the bad as well as the good, so I'm not idealizing him or the relationship, but, dammit, we promised for better or worse. But, he skipped out, instead of working through the 'worse' part. He was more than willing to let me work through my issues, but when it came to working through his issues, it was easier to leave and start with someone new. He was, and still is, my family. And you don't skip out on family. When do you give up on someone you love? And, how?