hi everyone, seems like im always here when i have a problem. im currently going to the toughest time in my 22 years. i know many here have had worst buy its new tome. well on oct 4 i was fired. i have been unemployed since. i have applied at other places and i never hear back. about 3 weeks into my unemployment i ran out of money. ive been pretty much living off of credit and bearly being able to pay the minimum payment and my bank accout has been overdrawn a few times. this is just horrible. i owe about $2k and rises every month. my gf that ive been with for 10 months has been amazing paying for everything and she is now fed up. ive been un intentionally treating her bad since i got fired. and we had argued alot. tonight she told me she want to break up. i still live with my parents thank god. but they will be going out of the country from dec 8- jan 3. chances are that im going to be alone, unemployed, in debt, and just depressed. ive cried alot, have had alot of headaches, and now im just feeling hopeless. i cant sleep at night, cant go out at night because it costs $$, ive gained 30lbs, need new glasses cant see well, most my clothes dont fit. i just dont know what to do. im not religious but have thought about just going to church to pray but i have to save gas. my gf has sacraficed and is ready to leave me. i know that i might hear that the only way to go now is up. but when will that start. i just dont know, im soo sad and i just dont know. i post this because i just dont have anyone to talk to about this stuff. it was my gf but she has had enough. i dont have many friends. really just have 3, only talk to one regularly but we dont talk about this stuff. i find myself pretty alone. without my gf and will only have no one. im just alone in this hole i dug for myself. thank you for listening. i know its alot but thats what im going through.