but i'm just so mad. i dont have a really good relationship with my parents. my mom barely talks to me enless she has to and shes one of those laundry commerical moms where everything is perfect. she also leaves dishes in my room when i dont put them into the dish washer just the sink. my dad is cool sometimes but my mom will piss him off so bad that he then freaks out on us, now he has a rule that we cant sleep past 9am even on weekends. i recently got out of school and now i'm kind of at a standstill because i dont know what i want to do. i think i want to do something with service like plumber or a/c and heating so i can eventually have my own business. I really want a girl friend to but i dont go to school so i dont meet many women anymore. and some decently hot girl comes up to me and says "hey" and i look at her and she says " i dont know u i just wanted to say hi" and I say "whats up" and walk away and then realize god damnit she might have been into me. i couldnt fucking believe it. its still bothering me and it was days ago. I have been depressed most of my life and my parents make it worse. and i get upset because my friends parents are nicer then mine. like i go to there house and i'm like why cant my parents be like this?. I just wish i could talk to my parents about my problems. thanks for any tips.