School has been great but family life has truly been stressed lately. We started out at the beginning of the year with a little over 5K in our savings. That was supposed to last for a little while (taking out 3-400 a month for spending money and a little bit of bills), but it's gone. I'm starting to get really nervous over money and hubby is stressing me out. He makes some really bad financial decisions (as far as wasting money and cars go). He just dumped over a grand into a stupid Geo Metro that lasted less than two months and he ended up selling for $100. I'm still really incredibly pissed off about that. He has no concept of what our bills are each month compared to what his income is. We had to purchase a "new" car for him this past weekend because we NEED to have two cars that are running (he has a project car that is garaged because we haven't found reasonably priced insurance for it yet). So we have about $600 to our name and my tuition bill (probably about that much) is due next month for the summer semester. I don't have any financial aid left so everything is coming out of pocket. I've been applying for part-time jobs, but it's hard to find something that will fit in my schedule, AND he just fired my babysitter so my available hours are even smaller (he thinks he saw something innapropriate at their house, daughter is denying it and I don't know what to think). I seriously feel like a total wreck tonight. I was doing our budget for next month and all I felt like doing was . I need to find a job soon. I am super resentful over this whole job thing too. I planned it out so that I wouldn't have to work and I'm pissed that 3 months into this 2 year ordeal I have to go back to work already. To top it all off, his aunt died yesterday. He wasn't close to her but he seems really disturbed by it. His work won't even allow him unpaid time off to attend the funeral and he hasn't been there long enough to have vacation. His family is Native American so their funerals are very long. There is a showing Wednesday, an all day thing (don't know how to describe it-it usually takes place in a big hall on the reservation, the fire is lit outside, there is another showing of the body and a big feast) Thursday and the burial on Friday. All of this is in another state. I am trying to work it out financially (in case he can convince his work to let him off) but I'm just super stressed. I need to figure something out because my life just feels like it's a big ball of thread that someone is slowly unraveling. Plus I have a headache that just isn't going away. I feel a little bit better about venting... but still need some words of encouragement (or a reality check) or something.