Ok here is my situation. Ive known this girl for literally all my life, we are best friends. As we grew older we became attracted to each other and hooked up a few times, this happend at like age 16. I then moved away and only saw her during the summers. Even tho we never were together, Id always wanted to be in a relationship with her. In the summer of '03 we were together on night and started talking about boyfriends and girlfriends when she comes out and says she wants us to be together. Good for me but she says we should wait till Xmas as I was starting college and she didnt want to hold me back. Well Xmas rolls around and I am up visiting my grandparents and I get to see her also. She then decides thats it finally time to tell me that for the past year she has been fighting feelings for women, yadda yadda and that she currently had a girlfriend. Shitty situation for me, I thought at that point I would never be with her, that we would be friends for the rest of our lives. Fast forward to 3 weeks ago. Im back at my grandparents beach house, where my friends grandparents also have a house (this is how we know each other). We are out to dinner and she asks me if I could ever see us two getting married. I told her how I had thought about it many times and she says the same. We came to the concensus that night that we both still are attracted to each other and we are fine with the idea of us marrying in the future. We talked more the next day about it, how we both arent ready to settle down to anying since Im 20, shes 19, and I had a not so serious girlfriend. We both just knew that eventually we would end up together. Here is my problem, we just talked a few mins ago and she mentioned how she was dating a new girl. Now I know that I cant stop her, and she, to my knowledge, still has feelings for me and all. And that eventually we will be together, I just dont know what to do in the meantime. My problem is, I know what I want, I know that I can and will eventually have it. And knowing that I feel like dating and being in other relationships is pretty pointless. I guess that Im scared that if we arent together right now, there is the possibility that someone else will come along, me being 900mi from her, and she will end up with them instead. This is just me rambling I suppose since I really have no one else I can rant to. I just need to get it out of me, thanks for reading. Cliffs: Know girl all my life, we like each other, she also is bisexual, tells me she sees us getting married eventually. Currently is dating a girl, Im scared something will happen to prevent us from being together in the end.