Ok, as some of you may know in here, my ex is an alcoholic, shes always had a big problem with liquor and never knew when to quit. Im talking a bottle of rum or gin or vodka gone in one night, sometimes two nights. Or 12 or 18 packs of beer gone in 1 to 2 days with me probably having 2 or 3 out of those, I've never been a hard liquor person, so I stuck mostly to the beer. But anyway...heres my question. I used to be a bit of a beer connoisseur. I never got to the point of being hammered or drunk. But it just intrigued me to try new ales/lagers/whathaveyou from all parts of the world Now, anytime I go to a bar ,which is very rare, last time was probably Halloween. I kinda get freaked out and probably have like one or at most 2 Miller Lites. I just get wierded out and think stuff like "What if I end up like HER?" or "Now Im just like her" or whatever. My point being, anytime I even think of liquor, it just creeps me out and makes me totally uninterested and kind of grossed out by it. It's a shame, because It was kinda like a hobby with one of my closest friends who helped me through out this struggle. He keeps telling me that I have to be myself, and that hobby was a part of me, and I shouldn't let that change because I never drank to get drunk or to get rid of problems or anything. I even had a big imported beer collection on a rack that I gave to him because I didn't want it in my house anymore. I don't have ANY alcohol in my house anymore, and he says I can have it back whenever I want, but I don't know.. Am I overreacting? Or am I doing the right thing?