i posted it main forum on wednesday that i found out and she told me she was seeing someone for a month now, WHILE WE WERE TOGETHER. when i found out, my body went numb and i was shaking pretty bad. we were together for lil over a year, and i grew to love this girl. even though we had our lil break ups and she never really did shit for me other than sex and just "being" there to talk to.....i was really hurt. since wednesday, i still look at the time of the day when she calls and expect it (but im not picking it up.)...... also, it really bothers me that shes with someone right away and im not. i wonder what shes doing, if shes happy or not.... ive been busy lately going out with my friends and hitting the gym(this is a regular for my anyways)....but even with numerous days of getting drunk and going to clubs.....it doesnt really solved much. every girl i see that kinda looks like her or have her physique, it reminds me of her. before all this----the last 2 weeks, i was having dreams and nightmare about her being with someone----and guess what? that nightmare came to life. last time i heard of her was wednesday after she told me then she txt me 20min saying: "listen- i did love you. but we had nothing in common except the sex was great. im sorry but i need more than that. sorry" then she called me later that day when she got off work-----but i didnt pick up......she never called or txt again. ive never spent so much time in asylum than i did this couple days---i actually ready all 34pages of it. i wonder if she misses me or even think about me what else can i do OT?