working out consistently was the biggest deterrent to drinking because I didn't want to feel like ASS on the gym floor.
Injured his back bad in high school and they prescribed OxyContin…and 15 years later here we are.
my sister in law fell a few months ago and hurt her back and she’s on percs. i told her to be careful. shit can hook literally anybody even with no past experience with addiction
wait until you start realizing how intolerable some family members are withoutbooze there to skew yourperspective lol
what drug? what is keeping you from wanting to quit?Hey yall. I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing at this point
There’s a small part of me that wants to finally experience like without having to deal with the whole “oh fuck I need more now and I’m. 350 miles from my connect so I’m fucked” type stuff…
I just want to go back to normal me, which is impossible but fuck…I need to start reclaiming myself and actually get “better”.
Apologies if this is the wrong post for this. I just don’t know. Depression has me fucked up and I feel like everything is garbage. Ugh.
It’s not impossible. I’m three years away from drinking daily, and having severe withdrawal symptoms if I didn’t. At one point it got so bad after about three hospital trips over a year, that I hoped I just wouldn’t wake up one day. My wife was researching basic life insurance because I had no job to speak of. I honestly didn’t care about anything except drinking by 2018 when i went to rehab for the sixth time. I couldn’t go more than a week without binging.Hey yall. I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing at this point
There’s a small part of me that wants to finally experience like without having to deal with the whole “oh fuck I need more now and I’m. 350 miles from my connect so I’m fucked” type stuff…
I just want to go back to normal me, which is impossible but fuck…I need to start reclaiming myself and actually get “better”.
Apologies if this is the wrong post for this. I just don’t know. Depression has me fucked up and I feel like everything is garbage. Ugh.
Opiates. Hydrocodone and/or oxycodone.
tough situation ngl.Opiates. Hydrocodone and/or oxycodone.
I’m prescribed some by a doctor but inevitably take them too fast, at which point I get them from the street until my next refill. I have a chronic kidney condition so I have a legit need for pain control but I don’t remotely follow my prescription. Life is miserable without doing anything for the pain but also miserable because I abuse the meds
Instantly being cutoff is the fear and exactly why I don’t mention it to my doc. If it was a matter of a simple diagnosis without a shitload of testing then I would risk it but it’s not and it would be super weird to go to a new doctor and bullshitting like “I think I have this slightly rare condition but no I can’t tell you my old doctor because they would tell you I abuse my meds and you won’t see me, also let’s skip allllll the basic treatments and go straight to where I am now…”
well i believe none of this will be rectified if. you don’t address the issue of sourcing the pills outside of the rx. you could go to a meeting and talk about it there about how you need the medication for chronic pain but you also abuse it, run out of the script early and try to find a temp sponsor there. i’m sure you’re not the first to enter a room and be in this scenario.Instantly being cutoff is the fear and exactly why I don’t mention it to my doc. If it was a matter of a simple diagnosis without a shitload of testing then I would risk it but it’s not and it would be super weird to go to a new doctor and bullshitting like “I think I have this slightly rare condition but no I can’t tell you my old doctor because they would tell you I abuse my meds and you won’t see me, also let’s skip allllll the basic treatments and go straight to where I am now…”
I don’t KNOW that would be what happens but I can’t imagine telling a doctor I abuse medication would end with them giving me more medication
A meeting is possible but I feel horribly hypocritical going to one and knowing full well I will have just taken or will be taking more of what I’m in the meeting for.
