So I finally had time to drop my ex's shit off at her place tonight. Saw her for about 2 minutes... was nerve racking because 2 months ago I left a 4 page letter in her room basically pouring my heart out.. this was the first time she's been back home and has had the chance to read it. She didn't mention a thing. Gave her her shit back, took back my cologne bottle, said goodbye and walked out. Sucks though because although I want her in my life, I honestly don't think I can handle being friends or even talking to her.