UGH!!! Why the fuck do things happen that don't need to happen and everything has to be going crazy in my life. I just need to type this out and get it out. Work kinda sux sometimes, and I'm happy with the life I live, but sometimes I'm stuck in the what ifs. I don't really wanna elaborate much right now because I'm really exhausted, but I just wanted to vent a lil, before I start to cry because I am SO freaking frustrated with all the shit going on. Trying to move on and yet something that keeps pulling me back again. I'm such an idiot.