bleh... So my boyfriend and I just split up, which I knew was going to happen. I don't have expectations.. I know people change just like the tides do, you try to plan things out and find later you never knew what you wanted in the first place. At least that's how it is for me... To be honest I'm having a lot of problems with myself, I needed the space to find myself, or create myself.. whatever you wish to call it. We're still friends but for now I am going to pretty much keep to myself, figure out where I'm headed I guess. I'm confused, sad, but same time I'm happy because I feel like finally I can grow up. I think time apart will help us in the end, his life is busy he's in college and working full time.. he's got so many stresses and I do too, so I guess it's for the best but I miss him already, I really love him. I told him I'd be away a few months and give him space and me space, he said he loves me and not having the title of "boyfriend" doesn't change that.. Anyway, sorry rant... and if I don't make sense sorry I'm really confused..