I am in a bad depression this week, I dont know that the problem is, or how to shake it... I got divorced in december, and it has gone back and forth, I hate her but yet from time to time I still fuck her... I miss my married life, I miss having someone to wake up to, go to sleep with, and to share my thoughts with... I have a "gf" of sorts I suppose, her and I got along great for a little while, had a lot of fun, but lately I just dont want anything to do with her, she was a serious relationship, and I dont know what I want. I am all alone most of the time, and it makes me sad / depressed. I dont have any friends, I have work friends, but we just tolerate each other, nothing where we would hang out outside of the office. I dont know what to do with my time to keep my mind off of how truly alone I am. I dont believe in the easy way out, but I really could care less about waking up in the morning, all I have to look forward to is another day of loneliness. I dont expect any responses, I just felt like putting this all out there.