I'm out in my hot tub tonight, looking at the stars and i start thinking about whats next after life. Like it really bothers me that I don't know. I dont believe in god but i think you do meet up with your loved ones. Like its weird but i'm kind of looking foward to dieing because i'll see some people who i have lost. Like I dont know if anyone saw the sopranos where tony is dieing and sees tony b (his cousain) but I think after you die thats what happens. Does anyone else think about this? It really bothers me.