I am so depressed. My life is a big mess right now. I am 19 going to college and failing almost every class. Not only that this girl that i really liked rejected and played me. I talked to her for a month and we saw each other a few times. She actually kissed me and then the next day basically said she doesnt like me. She still calls me up just to piss me off more and i just dont know what to do. My college is an hour drive so basically i just go to class and come back. I dont do anything there. I know a total of 5 people there that i talk to but i dont see them anywhere else. I have a job which is good cause i have my 2 best friends who work there. But i just feel like i am missing out on all the fun in life. I go to school, work, during the week hang out with my friends sometimes and thats about it. no parties nothing else. I dont know wtf to do with my life. I just want this girl to get the hell out of my life cause she pisses me off everytime she calls me. I just dont know what to do. i am thinking of moving to college but i need money to do that. i just dont know wtf is wrong with me. I cant watch tv cant do homework. all i do is think about how life sucks.