So, the girl I've been dating for nearly 3 years, had plans to get engaged, decided to leave me. This is the same girl who cried in my arms and begged me and made me promise to never leave her, now who's crying? Everything I do reminds me of her, when you're with someone for so long and spend so much time together, you have a memory with them everywhere.. I pull up to a store and a funny memory pops into my head, I'm fixing to go on vacation to the same place we went together last year, it's gonna be so hard.. This is the only girl out of all the girls I've dated that I ever saw myself with forever and that I would marry right now given the chance. She was perfect, the prettiest girl I've ever dated, she turned heads everywhere but most importantly she loved me like no one else and made me feel like no one else ever has.. It's so hard, but I put on a good front, I guess I'm used to dealing with sad situations from my job.. But basically, she joined the military and everything seemed great, now 10 months later she is saying we're too far apart and she can't give herself 100% to me right now.. So maybe she is done completly, maybe fell out of love, who knows.. But I just hope that when she gets out, maybe we can get back together and make this happen.. I know this is long and I'm sure no one really cares, but I just need to get all of this out.. I keep listening to "Waiting for you" by Ben Harper, god it's a great song right now.. I know I haven't always been the best boyfriend to her, but I've always loved her and I'd give my own life for her anyday, even right now, I could never stand to see her hurt or in pain..