Bear with me, this is like my first post on this site. My wife and I have been together for about 13 years. We have a 3 year old child. My wife is handicapped and stays at home with our daughter because she is unable to work outside the home. Her symptoms fluctuate from day to day and when she is having a bad day, she displaces her anger on to me. Recently, I have been having a relapse of my mental illness because I went off my medication for 3 months. In the mean time, she has been comparing me to her Father which is not a flattering comparison. He has the same mental ilness that I have. A couple of weeks ago, I got the impression that she was going to leave me. This sent me into a paranoid spiral that I am just now getting out of. I think she deliberately led me to believe she was leaving me as part of an intervention to get me back on meds. It seems that she was really enjoying tormenting me. She even had a waitress suggest that she had walked out on me when she went to the washroom. Anyway, although we have been fighting a lot recently, I still love her and dread being alone. I also dread losing my child because even though she is handicapped, she will win custody because she is the mother. What do I do? Do I just forgive and forget? What she did to me was psychological torture.