Well, I am mostly a lurker in FS, but I have read the threads for a while. So, here is MY story. Sorry for bad english, spelling, and sentence structure. History: My gilrfriend and I have been together for about 3 years now. We live together, but we alternate between her place and mine. I was originally turned off by the idea of anything near my ass, but she would occassionally slip a finger down and rub a little bit, and it felt good. After a bit, she got to the point where she would stick in a finger. Fine and dandy. She can read my moods very well, and knows when I will like it and when I won't. I am still a little sensitive to the Gay Prospect of it, even though I know surely that I am not. Well, even so, we sometimes would joke about using her 7'' dildo that I got her two years ago. Current: Well, the other night, she had just finished exams and wanted me to come over to eat junk food in celebration, and drink. Junk food is celebrating because she has lost over 50 lbs in the last year. Well, I said I couldn't go because I had my friends 20th bday party I had to go to but I would see her after. She said that she would just see me tomorrow. Well I go to my buddies, have a few drinks and say I need to head out. (No drunk driving) Well I get to me GF's place to find that she has gone out drinking with a friend of ours. I hop back in the car and head to the bar to finish up drinks with them. My GF and I get back to her place about 1. I am mildy intoxicated and grab more to drink, and get her a glass of wine as well. We are laying on the bed fooling around (aka, she already orgasmed), and she throws a blindfold on me and ties my hands above me, to the bed. I was already loving what was going on. I am a submissive person when I can be. Then she gets on top of me and starts riding me. She does this for a few minutes and then slides down and starts sucking my penis and stroking my ass. As usual, we had been joking about the dildo, but tonight she got it out. I knew the sound of the drawer being opened, and I was completely turned on by the idea. Well, she is still blowing me, when I feel it being lightly inserted. It is put inside me more and more, and the sensation was incredible. I loved it. I think I know why girls love having a raging erection thrust inside them. The feeling of being filled on the inside was like nothing else. Well, as the dildo is still in my ass, she gets back on top of me and contiues to ride me cowboy style. She probably does this for a while, but my sense of time is completely gone at this point. Then she goes back down, starts fucking ME with the dildo, and swallows my entire load. I went to heaven and back. Well once she unties me and we are spooning, she turnes to me and says that I can try on her the next night. She is against anal, but she gave me permission. That didn't go so well, we were well lubed and she was relaxed, but aparently I'm too big. After my head went in, it was too much for her. I was still to her for letting me try. That is my story. I wanted to tell some body, but I can't tell my friends, and my GF already knows.