If you have a smart ass thing say to please don't Go easy on me I feel very uncomfortably posting this this is my biggest flaw Times tables are scattered in what I could remember at best you know how 4x5=20 and 5x4=20 etc. (and what the I remember 8x8=64 no issues weird I think) and your meant to remember those and sort of just connect them and as you learn one lot remember those common ones I can’t, I see them as just rows side by side and can’t make the connection I seem to need to learn one lot at a time and then I move onto the next and seem to forget the last lot. I try for a while to get them I have sorta given up a bit This should be a kids issue when his in primary school I wish it wasn’t one I seem to have had very long term hell somehow I made it through when I was at high school but barely. Is this a poor memory thing or what? I seem to be much better with my hands building thing but I was never interested in that stuff. Mabye the only thing I am good with computers is because it's more visual and I can even if I forget what ever it was I can start and it just seems to come back to me guess building and repairing them being my main interest helps I don't know maybe this would help you get how I am picture say from the 2x tables to the 10s all in a row line them up do one at a time then I try to remember them buy sorta trying to go through 1 page one at a time till I get to it or try to remember one close by it if I can and then keep adding what ever to get to the final number. It's slow as a result I don't put my self in a situation that someone asks me a maths related question that I didn't have some time to work out. And I know with jobs slow maths skills won’t get you a job if they know how bad you really are. At least that's how I think. I think some of the problem is I just don't stick with things enough find it hard to get going sorta maybe if I was very dedicated I in trying to learn them I might? just need a different way to go about it just seems so hard the way I try to learn them. This is bit of a late night rant something I guess I just need to say helpfull comments very welcome.