So heres my current situation. Im currently getting back into lifting /bbing.. Anyone who remembers me knows that I used to juice a fair amount. So now im at about 200-210 lbs, and im seriously thinking about doing another small cycle.. I dont want notieable sides, like water retention, etc. Im thinking about propinate. I had about my best luck for gains with prop, so my plan right now, (unless someone has a better idea) is 50 mg prop per day, for about 8-10 weeks, depending on progress. i dont want to be 250 again, I want to be a ripped 215-220. I could probably hit my goals without AS, but I like it. My s/o is completely against steroids, so I'm debating hiding this from her. ive got mixed feelings about it actually. Part of me wants to tell her, and part of me thinks its better she doesnt know. Im torn. I hide nothing from her now, except for a few small things from my past shes better off not knowing. The very first night we spent together, (all night, the first time she slept over) there was a bottle of Deca on my dresser, she saw it and we had a talk abot it. She expressed her opinion on it, and made it very clear that she did not approve.