since late novem.: talked to her ex while she was with me. allowed him to pay her phone bill when she was with me. i promised i wouldnt drink anymore, so one night we broke up (not those small ones, i thought it was permanent) and i started taking tequila shots with my boy at his home in depression. she smells breath, breaks up with me while she sits in her car. texts her ex infront of me asking to work things out. i still fucked her actively after break up. he gives her engagement ring. we still fuck. one day we stop fucking, things go down hill. nasty arguments follow past month: doesnt want me talking to girls. says she doesnt know if shes gonna get married to that other fag, expects me to remain in-doors all the time and appear to be sad (while she openly admits that and admits she goes out all the time). supposeably guy is buying her an expensive SUV in the coming weeks.. i love her. i want to stick around 'as friends' in case shit doesnt go thru so i can go back to her.. she wants me to stick around 'as friends' and expect me to give her 110% attention while she tells me not to talk to girls. tonight: she came over. we were cool. she saw a pic some girl sent me via text, flipped. pulled out her birth control saying "oh i need to take this" what should i do? let go? fuck.