OK I have never been to a psychiatrist and really cannot afford it at the moment. I am just looking for other people in the same situation as me, if there are any. I know I am not right in the head but I am at the point in my life where I am ready to fix it. I really have no friends at all, if I wanted to hang out with someone this weekend I couldn't. I have a really hard time when I am around people in a public place. I feel very uncomfortable and feel as if I know nothing to say and also somewhat unwanted there, also feels as if I am a very boring person. I have made attempts to go out in the past and stuff but I get very nervous and have the symptoms I stated above. I do feel depressed most of the time and I have tried to work on that myself but it doesn't work. I thought I could because I think I know myself pretty good. I think my main issue is the way I feel around my peers. I am very self conscious but only have a few flaws with my looks. No more than the semi average person I think. I was just looking some some direction here from people that have been through what I go through every single day. Any help would be great, ask questions if need be.