the love of my life tells me that he wants to sleep with alotta women before he turns 25. he says he need "change" and "variety" what the hell?! am i not enough for him or something? we broke up a couple months ago but we are still living together (dont ask) he told me if i never gotten so fat that he would still be with me. i told him he should loved me for who i am inside not outside. he says he does love me for who i am but i dont look like who i was before when i was skinny and pretty when we 1st met. why should my appearance matter now? im still the same person inside. i used weigh about 115 and i gained about 30-35 pounds throughout the 3 years we were together. ive lost some weight cause ive been so depressed. i dont know what he wants. he tells me he still wants to be with me but hes not sure. im tired of being some damn yo-yo. i wish i can be strong and just walk out that door and never look back. my heart just feels so crushed.