The last couple of days have been a real eye opener for me. What I've come to realize is that women don't want me. Sure they like that I'm a nice guy but as soon as anything romantic enters into it they get the hell out. i've been hurt so many times in my life buy letting myself open up to women I was attracted to and only get hurt in return. The latest was Crystal. She and i spent a lot of time together the last 5 months and I honestly thought she was the one. Unfortunately my lack of relationship experience and her throbbing biological clock determined otherwise. Last night she told me that she was going to see John, a guy she had been dating along with me, to tell him she'd made a mistake breaking up with him. Her reasoning...well she's determined to have another baby and quick. He was willing to marry her and give her that right now. She felt I wasn't ready for that so made her choice. I did want to have a family with her but only when she had decided on me alone and only after maybe a year of being together. That wasn't enough for her. I made some comments to her in anger and she came to my place after work angry and upset. She has since deleted me from her msn and other sites we were both members of. Guess the biological clock won out on this one. I'm about to give up totally on trying to find somebody who really wants to share their life with me. All i get is hurt in the process or rejection and I am sick and tired of it. Why can't women see me for what I am....a really great guy and not just an inexperienced virgin (yes, i'm a 31 year old virgin) who they can lean on when needed. Now back to digging my hole to crawl in. This one really hurt bad.