Well...hello, I guess I will start this off easy.I just want to be alone. I don't wanna have to go to school. I don't wanna have to think about what could be wrong with me. I don't wanna have to analyze every situation in terms of myself. I am tired of being so flipsy flopsy. I think I am attractive and normal one second...and a freak the second. I am now a senior in High School, and honestly...I don't really remember feeling this bad. I just can't talk to anyone...I don't want to. Then when they don't talk to me I feel like something is wrong with me. I'm a fucking senior...and just wanna cure my ailment before I enter the real world. I understand this may have nothing to do with you and you might have just wasted your time, but I want someone to hear me. If only one person. Now...relate and help, please.