OK, I posted on here a year or so ago about me loosing the love of my life for something stupid I did and then what she did. Since, she's moved out the state with her new fiance. I've moved on with my life, but not really. I've been seeing someone that makes me happy, but I always think of my ex. No matter how hard I try I can't forget about her. She has a not so familar name and when I hear it on TV or someone says it, she runs through my head like crazy. Well, Lastnight I was invited a mutual friends wedding. I was not even sure they still talked to her since she left the state. Tonight I sent the girl getting married a text message and asked if me ex was coming. She called me back, so I knew that meant, yes. She said "she told me she's coming, but she's getting married the weekend after". I didn't even know she was engaged. After hearing that, I could not focus on anything. It's amazing to me how easy it is to fall in love with someone, but so hard to fall out of love with them. I can not go to this wedding if she is there. There is no way I can party with her and the guy I was not too far from catching a case over. Do I just send a gift and let them know where I stand and hope they understand? As many women as I have been with and the life I used to lead, I never knew i'd be this messed up over one.